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If I Was A Man

There are some things I can't seem to get away with.

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  • Current Residence: Holmen, Wisconsin (USA)
  • Interests: People, Poetry, Music, Traveling
  • Favourite movie: A Love Song for Bobby Long, About Adam
  • Favourite band or musician: Nickelback, Shakira
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative (Likes: Country, Emo, Ska, Punk, some Hip-Hop)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dorothy Parker, Sylvia Plath, d.a. levy, Ovid, Jeanette Winterson
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  • Personal Quote: We prepare youth for love at an impressionable age.
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Do I expect too much?

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 8, 2009, 3:09 PM


I feel I must...

Sean bought a ticket to come visit in January, and plans on visiting even though I've told him it must be as "just friends" - likewise, he seems excited about me coming home later this month and seeing me then... he's been asking when I can see him. I suggested that we hang out the Saturday after thanksgiving, he said he had to move, I said, oh, that's okay, I'll help. His response was, "I'll just see you later that night for your party, ok?"

Do you not realize that not telling me is just as good as lying? I don't care that you still hang out with Samantha, but I can only assume that she's the reason you don't want my help - she must already be helping you, eh? So I'm a bit mad, I'm a bit irritated (and it's been a couple of days and I still feel this way) because he could have just told me. "I'm sorry, Samantha (my other ex) is helping me move; she's already asked to help, you know? When else can I see you?"

For you not telling me, for you treating it like a dirty little secret, for my anger, good luck seeing me other than my party until right before I go home.
I have plans sun, I have plans mon, I have plans tues and wends.

Ah, Sean, you don't make me mad often, but when you do, it's something you could have so easily avoided and something so stupid that I don't even know why you do it.


I must ask too much when I expect my bestfriend/exboyfriend - after all that's happened w/deception - to just tell it to me straight.

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:iconxxxokamixxxkaedexxx:
Hello, I saw that you are a watcher of the user, :iconthe-painted-poet: and I just wanted to let you know that he has been hacked, and someone is trying to ruin his reputation and turn all of his watchers against him in some twisted plot, so don't take anything said from the account seriously, because it's not really him. thank you for your time :heart:

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:iconvespera:
yea, it was pretty obvious that his journals weren't him :)

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I suppose this is me slowly dying,
smearing myself against you, against the words I write,
leaving little bits like bright red Christmas presents,
moist and smelling like old iron artillery.
:iconxxxokamixxxkaedexxx:
^-^ just makin' sure everyone knows ^-^ spread the word! :)

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“ Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.”

-Marilyn Manson :heart:
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you're in wisconsin now?!

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yes! LAX County! :)

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I suppose this is me slowly dying,
smearing myself against you, against the words I write,
leaving little bits like bright red Christmas presents,
moist and smelling like old iron artillery.
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i have featured you in my journal

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we must destroy that which contains us
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heyyyaaa :D Just letting you know Ive set up an art blog :) Have a look when you get some time :heart: :hug: [link]

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:glomp: How delicious is it to wander around, looking for nothing in particular, and end up back in places you'd loved being before :)

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:iconvespera:
:) You just made my morning Doll!

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I suppose this is me slowly dying,
smearing myself against you, against the words I write,
leaving little bits like bright red Christmas presents,
moist and smelling like old iron artillery.

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